12-03-2021 Working on the ADD by trying to get through this entire post TODAY.


It’s 11:55am. Cool.

You are high.

No, you are. And really, it means we both are.



When do you have to be at work again?

You already know.



What about it?

I don’t know. It just keeps popping into my head.

Blow me.

This particular banter of ours today is fast today.

You are finally listening to me when I say to type first and edit later.


This is definitely the dialogue that person was talking about.

Oh yeah, post that picture here:

Dude, isn’t that exactly what this is?


But man, trip out on this. Like, your 3D self is going to read this one day. Reading the thoughts of your 5D self with the 3D self of your Divine Feminine.

I don’t like that the word feminine reminds me of the word famine.

Me neither.

You blow me away.

How so?

In so many ways.


See? You lost your train of thought because you stopped to make a video.

I did not lose it. It was delayed.

I blow you away. Tell me.

I just heard the thought “rock hard”.

Quit looking at the clock. You don’t have to start getting ready for work for another hour and a half. I will let you know when that is. Keep typing. You can do this. Get through this post.

You just said ‘gnat’.

No, I thought it.

Ok. Here we go.

You blow me away. I could not stand it. Feisty. Honest. Smart. Caring. Dorky. I love it. All of it.

Oh my gosh! Thank you. That’s adorable.

I wish I had some sort of syrum to use on my hands to moisturize after all the sanitzer use at work.

It’s tough sometimes, isn’t it?

Yup. We’ll find something.

Christmas is coming up fast.

What do you want for Christmas?

You in a pair of silk boxers and nothing else at my front door.

Didn’t you say it is pretty cold over there right now? I’d freeze.

Okay then, you in a pair of silk boxers and nothing else in my bed.

That is what you want for Christmas?

And world peace.

If I had the choice between the two…world peace.

I love you.

You got us working on the Light Language page. I like that. It’s been a while.

I know, right? That shit really tripped me out when it first started coming out. You feel like Toby Maguire when he discovers he can shoot webs from his wrists.

I love that movie.

I liked it, too. That is how I named my kitty M.J. She is the other one Derek adopted when I left California. M.J. and JoJo have always loved Derek. And Derek loves them. He told me just the other day that the kitties have been so good for him. On another note, he lost 50lbs on this weight program his girlfriend Chloe bought for him and is feeling better. He bought a more luxury car for his Uber riders and is already looking into starting his own business as a driver. I am so proud of him. He is not the man he was when we broke up years ago. He made his life better. Kieran will get to meet him, I’m sure.

Dude! Looks like I am going to do it. Let’s post this and work on the Light Language page.

Do it. I am so proud of you.

Thanks, babe. Right back at you.

I wonder what he is up to nowadays. Kieran.

You will be filled in completely when you see him.

Yeah, I know. I do know that I don’t know. It is wonderful to finally be in that place peacefully to have let go of the control of needing to know things. One way to confirm this was every time my court date got pushed further and further away. I’d feel knots in my stomach. But, this last time, when it was pushed to December 8, I did not feel those knots. They were gone. It was total acceptance. So cool.

Oh, and for the record, these are the only times I have ever been arrested or ever had any beef with the law. All three times happened after moving out here to Socorro, New Mexico.

Tresspassing, Withholding Identity Big Joe Reichenbach wanted me tossed out of the bar one night during Tournament Night after I flipped him off. I refused to leave the bar. That’s it. No trouble, just refused to leave. Granted, I was drunk. That is why he told me to leave and could not play that night. Three of local police came to arrest me. Three. I told them my name was Mrs. Nesbitt. First night spent in jail in my life. I smiled for my mug shot. Had to.

Indecent Exposure, Disorderly Conduct, Withholding Identity I mooned the jerk neighbors from my front yard after a few beers. The judge threw out everything but the Disorderly Conduct charge. Fined me $75 and told me to stay out of trouble. Best $75 I ever spent.

DWI, Reckless Driving, Failure To Stop At Stop Sign This is my last court date. December 8th. I’d had a couple beers and a couple shots. I was not falling down drunk. What I was, was pissed and upset and running stop signs on California Street. The officer could smell alcohol on my breath, though. They were nice. I was nice. I did two nights and half a day for that. Incidentally, I started my period the day after I was arrested. Just saying.

Felix, the judge, will probably fine me, give me the D.U.I. class and some probation.

Does that mean you cannot leave the state?

No. So long as I ask permission, I’m good. That’s what Art and Wayne told me.

K, I need to post and jump in the shower.

Good girl.

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